Another Farewell, Another Moment of Silence...

Just have to admit, that every farewell makes me a stronger person.

Leaving away from a place you would miss badly, and most importantly, a person you would miss dearly... What else could cause such a great heartache?

With everything that we had been through for the past few months, it was certainly not an easy phase of time and in which, the bond between us strengthens and forms different paths in our lives.

Paths of live may change, and it might lead us through separate ways one day, but one thing would be left unchanged, and that would be the feelings I have in me, deep down inside my heart...

Blood shed and tears would soon be left aside, if not forgotten...

Love Me, Leave Me

Sometimes, I prefer to just remain silent. The more you try to justify a certain situation, the more your explanation will look just like nothing but an excuse. Self-explanatory movements will only look ugly on yourself. 

Love me for who I am, or leave me for who I am not...

What's The Point Anyway?

What's the point?

What's the point of asking, 'where are you?' when you wouldn't even bother knowing my whereabouts while I was back in town all these while?

What's the point of asking, 'when are you coming back?' when you wouldn't even bother meeting me up while I was back at home all these while?

What's the point of asking, 'where are you going next?' when you wouldn't even bother joining after being asked to all these while?

At the end of the day, you have just left me waiting, waiting for an answer that will never come...

What if I told you, I'm sick and tired of waiting, any longer...

People who have been accompanying me all along wouldn't have to ask all these questions, as they already know where am I, when am I going home and where am I going next.

Now, that's the point! 

简单的我想要的不多,
我需要的只要你爱我.

There's no such thing as destiny, there are only different choices...

There's no words that can't describe,
How it leaves me so empty inside,
When all I want is you...

Why did I have to fall in love with you?

¿Cómo me haces falta tú?

If you leave me now,
You'll take away the biggest part of me...

Colors seem so dull without you...

我需要你给的并不多,
只要你能永远陪着我...

I will never let you fall,
I'll stand up for you forever,
I'll be there for you through it all,
Even if saving you sends me to Heaven...

Tell me how to win your heart...
For I haven't got a clue...
But let me start by saying...
I love you...

"The reason why it is hard to be happy is because we find it hard to let go of the things that make us sad..."

Looking up at an airplane would never be the same anymore without you...

Let's Start From Here

I have been telling myself to slow things down, but there would be no specific definition on how slow things should be... I have been spending my past 3 weeks travelling round Canada, not the whole of it of course, but this trip did not turn out as what I've expected. No inspiration, nothing...

Coming to the end of my trip, only did I learn something new, something that might sound silly to most, but often forgotten as a fact of life. It all started when I board Air Canada flight CX923 bound for Hong Kong as my transit stop. Seated next to me, was a Chinese lady, and my direct response to her? Self 'defense' of course! Be it stereotyping or what, I have always thought that these people often creates trouble, disturbing your sleep, talking too loudly on the plane, or simply just being an annoying 'thing' on board.

This is my confession, the first in this public blog, that I have been such an idiot, an idiot who has forgotten where I came from, my origin, my own race and my own culture. I immediately turned into a total stranger, and I replied all her friendly gestures... in English! Simply just to keep a safe distance from her, in order to lessen any form of communication between us two. Through this way, I simply thought that she would not be a burden to me throughout the journey.

What I did was definitely wrong. The moment breakfast was served, she quickly offered me her dessert, a slice of blackforest cake, a slice of it, which I would be remembering for life...

She could not consume any food products which contains high quantity of sugar, and her first choice was to offer it to me, since the next nearest person was someone of a different ethnicity... This event has somehow made me realize, that I am, who I am, and nothing could change this fact. We are one, so why bother separating from each other? Why bother, fighting against our own kind?

Ethnicity is just a minor part of it. We live in such a wonderful world, why bother destroying it in our own hands? We, together as humans, disregard of colors and race, could we, change the world ??

Let's just start all over again... could we...?